I have a big problem with money. My financial life is a mess. I'm terrible with money management, saving money and I'm in considerable credit card debt. I just have this uncontrollable urge to spend, spend, spend money that I don't have, and money that I do have. I feel like I can't control myself. Like I might have an addiction. At times I do manage to have a savings account but I always end up spending whatever I have in it. I live at home and my mother supports me even though I'm way old enough to support myself. It seems as though there is a part of me that believes I can't handle my own life and this belief is very deeply ingrained. I have trouble finding employment and I'm scared if I don't stop I'll eventually end up on the street. Could you give me some insight as to why I have this problem and what can I do to stop this destructive habit and fix my financial life?