I am 35-year-old, who always thinks about sex and am addicted to porn. Rather than interested in physical intimacy, I enjoy surfing it on net. During my childhood, I was treated without any sympathy from the side of my father while my mother was quite silent in front of my father. In my childhood I accidentally witnessed lovemaking of my parents who did it nearby my bed in the same room. On two other occasions, I was sexually abused by two of my relatives. Another time, I tried to be physical with my neighbour. Now I can't forget those incidents ever and feel a surge of shame to even look at anybody and talk to them even it is my cousins or relatives. So I always keep a distance in mingling with others while others do it very conveniently. So please advise me whether it is my problem and is there any solution to be open in my social life.

Meri gharwali mujhe bahut pareshan karti hai..